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Hi guys!

So this is my attempt at being more active on lj again. I don't understand how I could post so much in July, while I'm pretty much doing the exact same thing all day. Nothing. :P

I got a job for a week at a hotel, lol. House keeping. Yeah... it'll probably suck. But I'll at least get some money. Kind of need to buy stuff, like blouses and beauty products. I need stuff for my wrinkles. That no one else can see but me. Whatever, it's all about prevention.

Day #27: a song that you wish you could play

Dawn, from the Pride and Prejudice soundtrack. Upload tomorrow or later.

I'm working on this song now, but it's hard to motivate myself to actually play lately. I have no patience with myself. I can play every song I ever had to play, but learning new things on my own ain't that easy for me. I have no discipline and I want to get it right immediately. And this song isn't so hard! If I would practice daily I could play it.

day 01: your favorite song
day 02: your least favorite song
day 03: a song that makes you happy
day 04: a song that makes you sad
day 05: a song that reminds you of someone
day 06: a song that reminds you of somewhere
day 07: A song that reminds you of a certain event
day 08: A song that you know all the words to
day 09: A song that you can dance to
day 10: A song that makes you fall asleep
day 11: A song from your favorite band
day 12: A song from a band you hate
day 13: A song that is a guilty pleasure
day 14: A song that no one would expect you to love
day 15: A song that describes you
day 16: A song that you used to love but now hate
day 17: A song that you hear often on the radio
day 18: A song that you wish you heard on the radio
day 19: A song from your favorite album
day 20: A song that you listen to when you're angry
day 21: A song that you listen to when you're happy
day 22: A song that you listen to when you're sad
day 23: A song that you want to play at your wedding
day 24: A song that you want to play at your funeral
day 25: A song that makes you laugh
day 26: A song that you can play on an instrument
day 27: A song that you wish you could play
day 28: A song that makes you feel guilty
day 29: A song from your childhood
day 30: Your favorite song at this time last year

I was going to start going to take classes again. I promised myself I would do that. But then my plans for this year changed, and I'm probably not going to be in the country for half of the school year, so I'm not paying 200 euros for 1 semester of classes. Also, I wouldn't be taking exams or anything so that would be a real waste. Maybe in 2012-2013, right?

I just feel so empty-like. I can't get myself to write. I only watch tv shows and movies. I get so dragged down by all the negativity in this house. Siiigh. But I'll see Sophie and Stefanie again on Thursday for shopping, so that'll be nice. Plus if I go to work next week, I'm done at about 3pm, so that means I have time to go shopping or something. Maybe I'll buy a book...

I graduated officially yesterday! Got a fancy piece of paper that says I'm a Professional Bachelor in Applied Psychology. And I am taking classes that'll eventually lead me to be allowed to teach psychology and stuff in high school. So that's kind of productive.

And last week was a pretty good week. So maybe I'm just pms-ing. Hmmm.

Talk to you guys soon, thanks for reading.

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